The Golden Enclaves

I tried to read this. About 15 pages in, this is fucking god awful.
The way it's written all in this rambling inner monologue makes it sound like the author is incredibly unsure about the world. Do you usually mentally go through everything you do? “So I take my keys out, then I pick out the one with the round head next to the keychain. It's the one to open my front door. Inserting it is not hard, though I have to jiggle it just a little because the door is a bit old. Otherwise it's not incredibly hard to turn it, though, so I can open the door relatively easily.”
Reading it makes me tired, it's like someone is just having word vomit all over me, while I try not to tune it all out.

I've never really LIKED this series. It was always exposition central to explain away how incredibly dumb and illogical the whole premise was.
The characters were always trash, except Orion, who was verbally abused by ELLLLLLLL every fucking line of dialogue she had with him.
Also, I fucking HATE ELLLLLLL's mother. She did literally nothing to take care of her child, except the hippy bullshit she did for literally any asshole who walked in. She could have protected her better. Could have given her a chance at proper survival. But instead she ignored her child's safety and mental well-being (and being an awful, mean-spirited CUNT) and just picked some flowers and dicked around in a field.
Easy to blame both her and ELLLLLLL's shitty personalities on “le trauma, le depression”, but they don't learn from it. We are supposed to love them the way they are and they are both bad people.

End of rant. This series is bad.