A Court of Mist and Fury

I can't with this book. Like what the heck! How does it keep taking me by surprise? I mean how did SJM write the perfect guy?! He's understanding, he's beautiful, he's dark and mysterious, he gives Feyre the freedom to figure herself out even when it goes against everything in him to let her, because he wants the best for her regardless of how much it hurts him personally. Like what??? Good thing I'm already married because my expectations are way too high for the male population right now.