sadly this wasn't for me and didn't meet the hype I created in my head :( I think it all comes down to the book being written very nice and having pretty sentences but because of this I just couldn't get close to the story. I could tell there was many emotions that I was suppose to feel but I just couldn't. it felt very distant. the only chapter I really liked was the last one bc only then I felt the words and emotions being real and authentic.