The Pariah

DNF at 54%. Generally, I am not a big fan of the main character telling his own story. Why? Because it almost feels like we are waiting to get to the cool part. I know he is not going to rot in a prison forever. There must be something much cooler waiting for him if he was meant to have his story told, right? There has to be a point. A good 300+ pages in, the point is still not revealed. The fact that this one has a single POV doesn't help with the feeling that I am wasting my time. Being realistic here, hardly any story where every moment is super exciting. I am not going to blame an author for that, real life isn't exciting every day either. But this one... Alvyn is just waiting to escape from every situation so far. It all feels like filler content, the bridge to the cool things. But how many hundreds of pages do I have to read to get at least a little payoff? The talk about martyrs and religion and impending cosmic doom tells me there is big stuff. Big enemies, monumental conflicts. Yet we are fucking around with Alwyn doing meaningless things with a lot of descriptions. What was the use of describing some totally meaningless priest character?? Who cares? Especially because honestly, all of the characters die without any meaningful bond or a way for us to develop empathy for them. Even when they are Alwyn's friends, we never see any of that. We are told that “X character is stuck in this boring situation with Alwyn and they want to escape”. Never seen sharing a good moment. Just being told they were stuck in the same shitty place for years. Because so far, this book is “Escape: The Novel”. They do nothing, but wait around to escape a shitty situation. Just to do the same in another crappy, boring place. I have had my issues with the prison part of [b:The Ember Blade 34673711 The Ember Blade (The Darkwater Legacy, #1) Chris Wooding https://i.gr-assets.com/images/S/compressed.photo.goodreads.com/books/1490348335l/34673711.SY75.jpg 55844744], but at least we got the best character there. But here, we got what? Toria? Who literally never does anything, just mopes? Sometimes the characters have plot armour and that makes things weightless. But here, it's the exact opposite. I know nobody of these characters will actually last, because hey, none of them do. We will just wipe the whole thing, I will have to remember 10 new people, who will also get wiped. Without any consequences. Can anyone tell me why Alwyn needed multiple religious criminal characters in his life? Did we need them to be different people? Did it make a difference? No. Not even a little. So really, just read Draconis Memoria by the same author, that one was fun. This? Boring. Slow.