A Sheep Remembers

This originally appeared at The Irresponsible Reader.
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All the circumstances of the pilgrimage—want, weariness, journeyings, wanderings, perplexities, the shadowed mysteries of the valleys, the thronging enemies, and the infinite beyond—are present; and the singer knows them. They are, however, only mentioned to sing of their negation by the graciousness of the Shepherd. Want is cancelled. For weariness he has green pastures of rest. On journeys he leads by pleasant ways. From wanderings he restores. Through perplexities he guides, and that by right ways. In the valleys of death's shadow his presence cancels fear. In the presence of enemies he makes a feast, and he is a host royal in bounty.

A SHEEP REMEMBERS

A SHEEP REMEMBERS

How could I be joyful when my body was slowly, perhaps not so slowly, dying? I have lost sight in one eye and the other eye is failing, as is my hearing. I have been hospitalized seven or eight times in the last three years with pneumonia. I can no longer swallow food or talk very well. And, most disturbing, my mind is letting me down. How could I be joyful when all this was happening to me? In the valley I learned that joy comes, not from my feelings, nor from my daily experiences, but from the inner conviction that my life is going according to God's plan. Joy is a gift of God. David wrote, ‘You have put more joy in my heart than they have when their grain and wine abound' (Psa. 4:7).

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