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LONGLISTED FOR THE NATIONAL BOOK AWARD “Nothing short of magic.” —Elizabeth Acevedo, New York Times bestselling author of The Poet X From the acclaimed poet featured on Forbes Africa’s “30 Under 30” list, this powerful novel-in-verse captures one girl, caught between cultures, on an unexpected journey to face the ephemeral girl she might have been. Woven through with moments of lyrical beauty, this is a tender meditation on family, belonging, and home. my mother meant to name me for her favorite flower its sweetness garlands made for pretty girls i imagine her yasmeen bright & alive & i ache to have been born her instead Nima wishes she were someone else. She doesn’t feel understood by her mother, who grew up in a different land. She doesn’t feel accepted in her suburban town; yet somehow, she isn't different enough to belong elsewhere. Her best friend, Haitham, is the only person with whom she can truly be herself. Until she can't, and suddenly her only refuge is gone. As the ground is pulled out from under her, Nima must grapple with the phantom of a life not chosen—the name her parents meant to give her at birth—Yasmeen. But that other name, that other girl, might be more real than Nima knows. And the life Nima wishes were someone else's. . . is one she will need to fight for with a fierceness she never knew she possessed.
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I listened to this (thanks for the ALC, LibroFM!) narrated by Elhillo herself, and she performs it so becautifully, but it's one that I'll likely read physically as well to see how the poems play out on the page. I talked to a class about this as I was mid-way through, and they were all really interested in the premise. Nima, a Sudanese-American girl, doesn't feel like she fits in anywhere/into anything and thinks she is the problem, that if she was born as a twin/sister that doesen't exist, Yasmeen, everything would be better, SHE would be better. Through some magical realism, she is able to see the possiblities of the other life she imagines, and how it plays out for her family. She learns some complicated lessons and sees some truths about her family and herself. I just got the Breakbeak poetry series for the library, and Elhillo is featured, so I'll certianly be looking out for more of her writng beyond this. An important story and an inecredibly well done book debut.
This was a beautifully written, and powerful story about finding your identity. I would definitely recommend giving it a read!
Thank you to NetGalley for providing me with an E-arc in exchange for my honest review.