If Only You by Chloe Liese

"I’m the youngest player on the National Soccer team, the baby of my family, and thoroughly sick of being underestimated, so I’ve decided to take matters into my own hands. Which is where my brother’s best friend and teammate, the infamous Sebastian Gauthier, comes in. Seb needs to rehab his reputation. I want to give mine an edge. So I propose a fake friendship with real benefits: spending time in the public eye, my good-girl image and his bad-boy notoriety rubbing off on each other. He’s my devious, dark-haired fantasy come to life, but his destructive ways make it easy to keep him in the (fake) friend zone. Or so I thought, until I start to see the heart of gold he’s been hiding beneath that sinister surface..." -- Back cover.

Reading the author's note at the end made me feel bad about how disappointed I was with this book, so I won't be sharing details. But...yeah. Disappointed, to say the least.

I am a fan of Chloe Liese and the Bergman Brother series. I like Chloe's writing but mostly, I love the way she gives voices to neurodivergent characters and mental health issues. If only you is no exception to this and it's another book with stellar representation.

This book follows the story of the youngest of the Bergman's family, Ziggi, who is autistic and still seen as a kid and not taken as serious as she wished, and Sebastian, a bad boy from Ren's hockey team, who desperately needs to put his act together.

What I liked about the book:
- The story was sweet and Sebastian is a great MMC. I enjoyed his evolution and how committed he was to be a better person to be worthy of Ziggi.
- Well executed friends to lovers
- Neurodivergence, celiac disease and mental health representation
- The moments with the Bergman family are great as usual. As Ziggi is very close to Ren, we have a lot of Ren and Frankie cameos, which I liked as they were one of my favorite Bergman couples.
- The book has several funny moments but I particularly liked the ones with Linnie, and the “Rhysand” appearance “hello Ziggi, dear”

What I think it could have been done better:
- Unfortunately, I feel this book and “Everything for you” weren't as good as the previous ones in the series which left me disappointed. I don't know if it is the pressure of changing to tradicional publishers or the need to finish the Bergman series while writing the Wilmot sisters, the truth is that the last books felt quite different to me. The plot has less depth, the endings feel rushed and there is a lot of tell rather than showing that do not benefit the stories.

This book was an enjoyable read and I still think it will appeal to most romance readers.