Men I've Loved Before

I started by enjoying it: Nat and Neil seemed fine and interesting and surrounded by real life. When the baby drama started, I was mildly surprised but content with someone down to earth who for a change has no trouble just not wishing to be a mother. It shouldn't be so hard.
And then all that misery unfolded. Little black book, a parade of losers, a convenient personal secret unfolding the same old traditional profile, and a lot od disappointment later, here I am.