Rok magicznego myślenia

sadly i wasnt a fan of this book so im not going to rate it since its a nonfiction abt grief, i think thats just unfair to do. going into this i thought grief will be explored alot and i will find alot of parts that resonates with me and my experience, but in my opinion grief took maybe 10% of the book. everything else was just stories and random thoughts that have nothing to do with anything; repeating names of the hospitals over and over, quoting medical books, random movies, songs ect. i was so confused most the time coz i had no clue what shes talking abt as a non american person. i also had some issues with how she portrayed the way she lived in 70s/80s/90s as a norm, as if everyone else lived like that, where in reality it was far from it? it happend alot and it just annoyed me idk. it was very hard to feel any emotions for me while reading this, i think only the first chapter made me feel anything, i just wanted more. i did find fragments that i liked/related to, when she actually did talk abt grief; how she felt, how she was trying to survive thru it all but it was still a very small portion of the book in my opinion. also i have to say her writing is amazing; the way that she made me finish this book even tho i was confused 90% of the time is proof enough. i will read more from her bc of that and i hope i will find something i like more