Some Kind of Happiness

April 2024 — Reread. I couldn't even wait a year to read this again. It was my favorite book last year and I somehow loved it even more the second time around.

(Apparently I never posted my review on Goodreads the first time I read this??? Adding it along with my reread note.)

July 2023 — I definitely did not expect to like a middle-grade book as much as I loved this one. What I wouldn't have given to come across a book like this when I was a preteen. As I read, I felt I'd reverted back to my younger self, screaming, “This person gets it!!!”

Finley is silently struggling with anxiety and depression disorders, unable (and unwilling) to put a name to the feelings that she calls ‘blue days'. On top of this, her parents are on the brink of divorce. In a last attempt to salvage their marriage, they send Finley to her grandparents' house for the summer. She's never met them before nor the rest of her dad's family. They don't even speak about them. She wonders why now they've decided to make the introduction all while wondering if she is the reason her family is falling apart.

Finley's only refuge is her notebook and writing stories about the Everwood. Once she arrives at her grandparents', she quickly discovers the forest behind their house resembles the Everwood and soon deems it so. Reluctantly at first, she invites her cousins into the world she's created but is soon glad of the decision, feeling for the first time in her life that she has real friends. Her friendships then expand to the Baileys, the neighbor boys. Unfortunately, her and her cousins' friendships with them must be kept secret at all costs. Harts never associate with the Baileys. Why? None of the kids know.

Stories of the Everwood carry on as well as a project to clean up the Bone House, a charred and abandoned house nestled in the forest that no one wants to talk about either. Finley is determined to unlock the mystery of the house and the three people who once lived there. Whatever happened, she knows that it has something to do with why Harts and Baileys never speak. Asking questions gets her nowhere but trouble so she takes it upon herself to do research. She begins to wonder if the mystery of her dad and grandma's feud is also connected. In discovering the truth about the Bone House, she believes she will also discover why she's been estranged (and possibly even be rid of her ‘blue days').

There is so much to this plot but it flows and connects magnificently. If not for Finley's age and the ages of the bulk of supporting characters, I'd consider this a YA. It's such a good representation of mental health struggles. It's especially impactful given it's centered on an eleven-year-old trying to come to terms with her ‘differentness' as she also describes it. I felt so connected to Finley even if a lot of it was in retrospect. I also could appreciate trying to navigate a large extended family and trying to memorize the unspoken rulebook. Given it's geared toward younger readers, there's no shortage of character growth going around. I appreciated that the adult characters learned lessons as well. Emotional, inspiring, and adventurous, it was such a lovely read.