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A heartbreaking and mindbending story of a talented teenage artist's awakening to the brokenness of her family from acclaimed Printz award-winner A.S. King. Sixteen-year-old Sarah can't draw. This is a problem, because as long as she can remember, she has "done the art." She thinks she's having an existential crisis. And she might be right; she does keep running into past and future versions of herself as she wanders the urban ruins of Philadelphia. Or maybe she's finally waking up to the tornado that is her family, the tornado that six years ago sent her once-beloved older brother flying across the country for a reason she can't quite recall. After decades of staying together "for the kids" and building a family on a foundation of lies and domestic violence, Sarah's parents have reached the end. Now Sarah must come to grips with years spent sleepwalking in the ruins of their toxic marriage. As Sarah herself often observes, nothing about her pain is remotely original—and yet it still hurts. Insightful, heartbreaking, and ultimately hopeful, this is a vivid portrait of abuse, survival, resurgence that will linger with readers long after the last page. “Read this book, whatever your age. You may find it’s the exact shape and size of the hole in your heart.”—The New York Times “Surreal and thought-provoking.”—People Magazine ★ ”A deeply moving, frank, and compassionate exploration of trauma and resilience, filled to the brim with incisive, grounded wisdom.” —Booklist, starred review ★ ”King writes with the confidence of a tightrope walker working without a net.”—Publishers Weekly, starred review ★"[King] blurs reality, truth, violence, emotion, creativity, and art in a show of respect for YA readers."—Horn Book Magazine, starred review ★ “King’s brilliance, artistry, and originality as an author shine through in this thought-provoking work. […] An unforgettable experience.” SLJ, starred review
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But now it's been so long that if I bring it up, I'll look like a girl who can't let go of things. Teenage girls always have to let go of things. If we bring up anything, people say we're bitches who can't just drop it.
— So much more than what it appeared to be. It's a very refreshing take on abuse and power, with a touch of magical realism. Loved it!
I really, really enjoyed this novel. It is heart-wrenching and poignant. It is a work of art, just like the very subject of the novel. It reminds me very much of J.D. Salinger's [b:The Catcher in the Rye 5107 The Catcher in the Rye J.D. Salinger https://images.gr-assets.com/books/1398034300s/5107.jpg 3036731], so if that's not your thing (Alex), then please don't read this book. It is not plot-driven. Rather, this book is driven by the main character's existential crisis. It is about her coming to terms with the horrors of her past.At times, this book got to be a little boring. She would wander the streets and think and nothing really happened. At other times, it was confusing. There were Sarah's of different ages wandering around, but Sarah is not hallucinating. Other people could see them too. I never quite understood exactly what the point of these characters was, but I'd like to think it was meant to be a metaphorical representation of how time changes people.I listened to this novel on an audiobook and the narrator did an excellent job with it. She kept me engaged despite the boring wandering part of the novel. I certainly recommend this novel to people who are fans of J.D. Salinger and to those looking for a beautiful representation of art and life.