The Death of Vivek Oji

i didn't think i would cry so much over this book, this book hurt me. this. hurt. me. i will never be the same ever again; there's before readin the death of vivek oji & there's after—my brain chemistry has been permanently altered. i can't believe it took me so long to read this book but honestly if i would've read this sooner i don't think i would've felt as strongly about it, i think this book found me when i needed it most and i am more than grateful for that, i am so very unwell—i felt so connected to this story in so many ways i can't even begin to explain, beautifully heartbreakin. this book encapsulates a part of my soul, i feel as though this book was written for me and me only and it HURTS LIKE HELL