The Fever King

Definitely more of a 4.5.

CW: mention of past suicide, drug use, pedophilia, abuse

I bought this book immediately upon its release but never got around to reading it, though I never had any concrete reason not to. It was probably the hype or the fact that it was sci-fi that made me a bit skeptical but I don't think I ever doubted that I wouldn't like it. But now that the release date of its sequel is near, and I'm trying to reduce my huge owned tbr by atleast a bit, I decided it was time to pick it up and it completely blew my mind.

I have to mention that my interest in the book went up by many notches when I listened to a couple of panels attended by the author Victoria Lee at the Baltimore book festival. I was left very impressed by their conviction to create worlds which are queer normative, where marginalized people get to be full fledged characters with the color of their skin or sexual/gender orientation is only one part of their identity and where they get to do all the things that usually white cis het characters get to do in science fiction. And the author very well succeeds at that endeavor in this story.

Immigration and refugee crisis form the crux of this story - how countries which are built upon the principles of equal rights can forget their roots due to corruption, fear and manipulation; the Carolinia First ideology in the book was too real and scary to contemplate because we see it playing out in front of our eyes everyday; how the inhumane treatment of refugees results in catastrophes and countries end up blaming it back on them, resulting in a vicious cycle that only leads to more abuse and even deaths of refugees. The author also showcases the affects of long term abuse in a very visceral manner, which just made me feel more helpless.

I had been trying to read a couple of adult fantasy books but was finding myself not at all able to follow their style of writing, so when I finally decided to pick this up and had reached 30% of the book before I even realized it, I understood why I love YA SFF so much (and also that's it's ok to not want to read outside my comfort zone). The writing is easy to follow, the pacing is a bit on the slower side, and while I knew what the endgame was supposed to be, I couldn't truly understand the big picture. There is a layer of mystery and uncertainty throughout, we are never sure who to trust or who might be the villain, which country is the big bad - and I think the author did an amazing job keeping that suspense till almost the end. The world building is not very expansive but we are able to glean what is necessary for the story from historical documents interspersed between chapters and other small infodumps. We also don't really get to know all the possible magical abilities and the consequences of using it too much, but I really enjoyed the abilities of the main character. And wow that ending. I found the book very interesting but it was the tension filled last few chapters and that absolutely heartbreaking ending that has made this a favorite.

Noam is a survivor - a child of undocumented immigrants who knows what living in poverty means, he lives through his mother's suicide and his father's complete catatonic state and ultimately surviving alone during a virus outbreak. Even being accepted into the government's elite magical training and being the powerful defense minister's protégée is not enough to make him forget his roots or the anger he feels towards the government which is directly responsible for the inhumane plight of the refugees. His determination to fight for their rights and use all his new found abilities to take down the establishment from the inside is very admirable. But he is also sixteen, naive and an idealist, justifying to himself that sometimes bad things have to be done for the greater good. He is such a complex character with flaws and we get to know all sides of him, making us want to root for him whole heartedly while also hoping that he doesn't go down too dark a path. It's really been a while since I've read such a character and I tip off my hat to the author for writing him.

I really have no words to describe Dara except maybe a tortured soul. He moves in the world with a carefree mask on his face, only showing his true vulnerable side in little moments, struggling to tell anyone about all the secrets he is protecting, all the while also trying to work on his amazing magical abilities. We never get to read his POV but as a reader we can tell that he is suffering and just want to hold and comfort him somehow.

Noam and Dara's relationship is not something that develops steadily through communication like in other books. It's depicted in small moments of tenderness, affection, anger, helplessness and everything in between and it was so beautiful to read. Whatever the flaws in each of their characters, they are selfless in their love and I can't reiterate enough that the ending broke my heart.

Lehrer is a fascinating character who I still can't describe properly without giving away the plot. Just trust me when I say that nothing is at it seems and it was both enjoyable and uncomfortable to read about such a person. There are a few others with magical abilities in the story and while I enjoyed the scenes that Noam or Dara shared with them, no one really left a big impression on me. I really hope we get more fleshed out side characters in the future.

To conclude, I already had expectations going into this book but it really surpassed them. If you enjoy character focused YA sci-fi stories with a diverse cast, with a post apocalyptic world that also feels close to our own political reality, a story where you don't know who to trust - then this book is perfect for you. I'm completely devastated after that end but I also have hope, and because I'm too impatient to wait, I'm going to pick up my arc of the sequel right this moment.

Finally, to those of you who survived, who are still surviving: I am you. I love you. And I see you.

Set in the future we see the world as an overlap between magic and science. To be a witching is to dangerous. To be feared. To have your powers come to fruition life is only dangling by a thread.

At just 16, Noam is pushed into a life he never expected for himself. He has to grapple with that in order to achieve the changes in his community he might just have to work with those he least expected.

You can find this on Kindle Unlimited and listen on Audible as well.

Hmm... I liked it, I promise! But last night, I spent 30 minutes explaining to myself all of the problems I had with it, so...

Yeah. Definitely did not love it, but perhaps this was just because I was thinking too hard?

First of all, I am very very sorry that I did not love it. I actually did love it, up until page 290 and I started to rethink my entire experience for reasons that I don't think anyone else has pointed out before me. On one hand, I really really liked the first half of the book. But on the other hand, I've never finished a book and had so many negative things to say about it. I could make a list but I would not want to crush the spirits of everyone who gave this book 5 stars.

Chai, an ever-fantastic reviewer and blogger, has a great review for this book, and I think it also explains a lot of my feelings, so go read that review, too.

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The first half was great. I had very few problems, and I really liked the pacing of getting to know Noam, the other characters, and their world at that point. In those moments, the world building was cool! I liked the science magic. That was interesting. Everything was interesting to me at first! All of the makings of a great book!

Noam! I did like him. Nicely-written main character, most of the time. I also liked Dara. Some of the time. Overall, I appreciated these characters and their identities. I appreciated what they represent in the story, Noam as a refugee and both of them as queer POC main characters, teens trying to find their way in a broken world. A lot of the struggles they faced, and especially with Noam because he was The main character, were very real and definitely speak to immigration and general adolescent issues we have today.

But it's... becoming hard to explain anything else I did like about this book, so let's get into something else.

I think my main issue was the writing style. It was the root of most of my problems. It caused me to think too hard about what was going on, and it always felt like I was missing something, a bit of information that was left out or that was implied but not enough. (lol maybe i'm just dumb)

There was a scene toward the last third of the book which made me really question what the heck was going on with the writing. Without spoiling anything, Noam accidentally discovers that someone he knows is in a potentially abusive relationship, and his first reaction to finding this out is... off-putting and bizarre, especially considering how upset he is about this discovery a few pages later. In the most non-spoilery way possible, this would be equivalent to someone finding a youtube video of a person in a dangerous situation on the street and saying “that person looks like someone hot I know”. Like... ?????? That's a completely irrelevant and irrational thought to have??? Upon seeing potential danger???? I reread that scene 10 times and it never once made sense. I've read like 15 reviews for this book and no one is mentioning this, either.

And after that scene, everything felt a little off to me, and it had almost nothing to do with the previously described scene. The character movements and dialogue were stiff or strangely sudden. Sometimes my mind was just ????? for no good reason.

Perhaps I am too sensitive. Perhaps I am too critical. I will accept both of these criticisms, but... I implore you to read that scene I described and not have a problem with it.

Anyways! I guess I liked it and I will be reading the second book.

tl;dr If I tried to explain to you every single thing I had an issue with, we would be here for a while. I liked it. The first half was great, the second half was not. Try it for yourself, but read the content warnings first.

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CW: past suicide of loved one, sexual abuse, violence, statutory rape, intergenerational trauma/genocide, death and murder, death of a child, ableist language, drug and alcohol abuse, pedophilia.

At this point, I have no idea what's going on with my rating system.

Sem palavras para definir essa leitura. Pra mim, foi um ótimo jeito de começar o ano, com muita ação, jogo político e um pouco de romance. O bem às vezes está escondido no meio do mal. E às vezes ele é quase imperceptível. Assim como um “ditador” pode ser democraticamente eleito, o bem e o mal são um espectro muito difícil de se definir.

E quando você é pego no meio de todas essas batalhas e precisa tomar uma decisão, e escolher um caminho? Quando duas pessoas que você ama te puxam em direções diferentes? São problemas que Noam Álvaro encontra na sua jornada. E ele faz o que acha necessário, por mais difícil que seja.

Tenho certeza de que não esquecerei Noam e Dara no futuro breve. E não apenas porque a seguir pretendo ler a sequência (The Electric Heir), mas também porque eles deixaram um impacto na minha pobre alma, mesmo no primeiro livro. Uma leitura incrível e, certamente, recomendada.