Things Have Gotten Worse Since We Last Spoke

This book is not for the faint of heart, or anyone with any heart at all.
I advise you to go into this with extreme open mindedness, to the point where you have no thoughts or opinions of your own.
This is gruesome, horrifying, the biggest mind fck I've read in my entire life but I absolutely loved it. The writing is gorgeous. It is very reminiscent to me of Mein Teil by Rammstein which I think is why I loved it so much as Mein Teil absolutely has my heart. Mein Teil follows the cannibalism case of Armin Meiwes, and the two also met in a chatroom in the 2000s. This parallelism is what made me absolutely love it even more. I am still shaken. I hallucinated about it in my dreams last night. My heart feels like it came out of my chest. But I do not recommend it to anyone who cannot understand the dimensions at play here. It is heavy. It will knock you out. I am so horrified, in a good way, I feel if I spoke no sound will come out. And the idea is so unique and good. Chefs kiss*