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There is always a dance between the truth and self-justification, between what happened and what we tell ourselves. This dance is central to Mothers and Sons, Adam Haslett’s new novel. This one is for you if you have grappled with personal history and family relationships. And it marks an impressive start to my 2025 reading.

Mothers and Sons focuses on Peter, a gay asylum lawyer, and his estranged mother, Ann, a co-founder of a women's retreat. Through their interweaving narratives, Haslett examines how we construct stories about ourselves and our past—sometimes to heal, sometimes to hide, and sometimes to justify. The novel's genius lies in how it reveals how these personal narratives can simultaneously illuminate and obscure the truth, much like holding a flashlight in a dark room: what we choose to illuminate often leaves other areas in shadow.

The prose is precise and evocative, never wasting a word. Late in the novel, it dawned on me that Peter’s professional work—helping asylum seekers craft their narratives to justify their stay in America—is similar to his struggle to write his own story. Meanwhile, Ann's role as a source of healing for other women while struggling to connect with her son creates a poignant tension that drives the narrative forward. I found myself more drawn to the chapters featuring Peter than Ann, but perhaps that is my bias shining through.

If you are not familiar with Adam Haslett, he is one of the stronger writers out there today. I’d also recommend his last work, Imagine Me Gone. It contains similar themes about the impact of the past and how that shapes the present, family dynamics, and individual struggles. Imagine Me Gone presents a broader family canvas and focuses on a brother-brother relationship; Mothers and Sons—well, the title says it all.

This book will resonate with readers who appreciate nuanced family dramas, those interested in the psychology of relationships, and anyone who has ever struggled to bridge the gap between their perspective and that of a family member. It's also a strong addition to the canon of queer literature, though its universal themes of connection, understanding, and self-discovery transcend any categorization. This book reminds me of my favorites from last year: Hollinghurt’s Our Evenings Rapp’s Wolf at the Table and Attenberg’s A Reason to See You Again. I suppose I have a thing for family dramas since they help me understand my own experiences or at least provide catharsis to process what I've been through.

Bottom Line: This novel not only entertains but also serves as a lesson about our own tendencies to shape and reshape our personal histories. It is an excellent choice to begin the reading year with.

I’ve had this book around since it came out and when I saw it staring at me in the stack I sang, “It's our time, breathe it in…Worlds to change and worlds to win.” (Now if you don’t get that reference, maybe this one isn’t for you).

This is a collection of 11 essays analyzing Stephen Sondheim's musicals (each focusing on one musical). While structured as self-help lessons from each show, the book offers insightful analysis of Sondheim's work. Schoch, a drama professor and former director, thoroughly examines Sondheim's compositions, from technical aspects like writing "Send In the Clowns" for Glynis Johns's limited vocal range to thematic elements like authenticity and artifice.

The writing style felt rather academic, with frequent interruptions to quote song lyrics—just as you'd be getting to a point, there'd be another "here's the Sondheim lyric that proves it." While I enjoyed the book, it's not for casual readers. Unless you're a devoted Sondheim enthusiast or serious theater buff, you won't find much entertainment here, nor will it deliver on its promise to show you "How you have to finish the hat."

In "Come Fly Away with Me," you'll be intoxicated by the allure of air travel during the jet age. Pan Am wasn't just transportation – flying with them was an event dripping with glamour and possibility. The novel transports us to an era when Pan Am stewardesses embodied both sophistication and liberation, their powder-blue uniforms and perfectly coiffed hair becoming symbols of mid-century modern elegance.

Through the intertwining stories of Beverly and Judy, we witness how Pan Am's strict requirements for its stewardesses – young, single, beautiful, educated – created an elite corps of women who became the face of luxury air travel. The airline's exacting standards, while problematic by today's measures, contributed to an aura of exclusivity that made flying Pan Am feel like joining an exclusive club at 35,000 feet.

The novel weaves together the personal liberation these women sought with the broader cultural context of the 1960s. Pan Am stewardesses were among the most traveled women in the world at a time when most women rarely left their hometowns. They served cocktails in the clouds, spoke multiple languages, and navigated international customs - with ease and grace. Their sophisticated image was carefully cultivated – from their white gloves to their ability to serve a perfect omelet – the detail revealed in this book shows the high standards set by jet-age glamour.

What makes this book particularly compelling is its exploration of the paradox these women lived: they were simultaneously symbols of female empowerment and objects of male fantasy. The author doesn't shy away from showing how Pan Am's stewardesses used this duality to their advantage, leveraging their positions to gain independence, travel the world, and escape societal constraints, all while working within a system commodifying their appearance and youth.

The epistolary elements scattered throughout the narrative add mystery and depth, culminating in a revelation that grounds these glamorous heights in stark emotional reality. This literary device effectively demonstrates how beneath the perfectly maintained exterior of Pan Am's golden age lay complex personal stories of ambition, escape, and reinvention.

For anyone fascinated by the romance of air travel's golden age, this novel is a first-class ticket to an era when flying was sexy, sophisticated, and full of promise (there isn't a screaming TSA agent, X-ray machine, cramped coach seat in sight). It reminds us of a time when Pan Am's stewardesses were more than service providers – they were ambassadors of the jet age, representing American glamour and sophistication across the globe. Through its compelling narrative and rich historical detail (seriously, this is a well-researched novel), "Come Fly Away with Me" celebrates the allure of that era and the remarkable women who helped define it.

Thank you, NetGalley, for an early read.

Heather Gay's "Good Time Girl" is a testament to why millions tune into The Real Housewives franchises. While not groundbreaking, the book offers an intimate glimpse into the life of one of reality TV's most relatable stars. Like the show, it provides the perfect mix of escapism and authenticity that keeps viewers returning for more.

My husband and I watch Real Housewives of Salt Lake City (RHOSLC) because it offers a unique window into our world - Salt Lake City. As a gay couple with mixed religious backgrounds (Jewish and ex-Mormon), seeing the show's portrayal of changing social dynamics in Utah has been both validating and encouraging. Through Heather's honest discussions about leaving the Mormon church and embracing a new life, my husband has found moments of recognition and understanding that mirror his journey.

I particularly appreciate how the show balances authenticity with entertainment. Unlike other Housewives franchises that can feel utterly detached from reality, RHOSLC features women who still maintain some connection to everyday life (I say this with some reservations; we fly coach and have since college, and no, no anniversary trip has us trying on diamond jewelry worth millions; we have also never scammed the elderly and although we rent, it isn’t a Park City mansion). We often recognize local spots and add new restaurants and venues to our must-visit list, making the show part entertainment and part city guide for us.

The enduring appeal of The Real Housewives franchises is that they satisfy many of our needs. They provide escapism through voyeuristic entertainment, allowing us to peek into relatable and outrageous lives. The drama unfolds at a safe distance – we can judge, analyze, and engage without personal consequences. After each episode, there is a text chain to air our grievances or an Instagram account to check in on.

We also get to tap into our fundamental desire for social comparison. We measure our own lives, choices, and relationships against those of the housewives, often leading to a sense of validation or superiority. Despite their privileged positions, the cast members' struggles remind us that wealth and status don't exempt anyone from human problems. How many of us have argued with a friend and thought, “Man, this would make a great episode?” or “Wish the cameras were rolling on this one?” (we’ve all thought it, right?)

We also develop parasocial relationships with these people. We love or hate them. How many times have I heard, “I cannot believe she said that to her?” or “That wasn’t that mean!” We feel connected to these people even if they are one-sided emotional connections. We follow their personal growth, setbacks, and triumphs across seasons (I got teary when Mary was speaking with her son, Robert Jr., about his mental health). These relationships feel authentic despite their mediated nature, creating a powerful hook that keeps us invested.

And so, we need, or desire a memoir. Gay's book mirrors this dynamic, sharing just enough personal revelations (like her Los Angeles one-night stand and chronic bedwetting confession) to keep us invested while maintaining that careful distance that makes reality TV so addictive.

The final chapter, the book’s strongest section, comes at the end: "Receipts, Proof, Timeline". Gay addresses the Monica Garcia controversy that dominated 2024 (sorry, Moo Deng, you’re a close second). This chapter alone justifies the book's existence, offering the kind of behind-the-scenes insight we crave. It's the literary equivalent of those coveted "unseen footage" episodes that keep us glued to our screens. I was left wondering what, if anything, Monica has to say about what was revealed (spoiler: she is not painted in a flattering light) – perhaps a tell-all from Monica is on the horizon (based on what Heather has to say, she could use the money and attention).

Gay maintains her relatability throughout the text, particularly when discussing her journey beyond Mormonism and her evolution as a public figure. The writing effectively demonstrates how she's remained true to her core values while navigating fame and personal transformation.

However, the book suffers from a sense of formula that mirrors the reality TV world it springs from. Much like the later seasons of any Housewives franchise, there's a feeling of diminishing returns as the drama becomes more manufactured and less organic. The revelations, while interesting, rarely scratch beyond the surface level that fans have yet to see on television or social media. For example, her taking a high school road trip to Tijuana was about as exciting as watching paint dry. The details of a one-night stand were banal at best. But again, what will she reveal when she has to balance a public persona she has worked so hard to build?

While "Good Time Girl" may not reach the heights of Gay's debut memoir, it serves its purpose as a comfortable addition to the Real Housewives extended universe. And like any good episode of Real Housewives, it delivers enough tea to keep us tuned in.

"The Nightmare Before Kissmas" promises an enchanting holiday romance that blends the magic of Christmas with queer representation but, unfortunately, falls short of delivering on its potential. This YA/New Adult novel, which follows Nicholas "Coal" Claus, the reluctant heir to Christmas, attempts to merge holiday whimsy with political intrigue but ultimately creates a messy, overlong narrative that loses sight of its core romantic elements.

The premise is appealing: a Christmas prince who falls for the Halloween prince while navigating family expectations and an arranged marriage—however, the execution has much room for improvement. At over 350 pages, the story feels bloated and meandering, with repetitive internal monologues and political subplots that detract from rather than enhance the central romance.

The world-building, while creative in concept - with different holiday courts each having their own royal families - never quite coheres into a satisfying whole. The attempt to critique capitalism and commercialization through Santa's empire-building ambitions feels heavy-handed and at odds with the lighter romantic elements the book aims for.

Perhaps the biggest disappointment is the romantic relationship itself. Despite being marketed as a rivals-to-lovers story, Coal and Hex's relationship lacks genuine conflict or tension. Their attraction is immediate and largely surface-level (they 'bump' into each other, and immediately start making out), with their interactions often devolving into cringeworthy dialogue and purple prose, particularly in the intimate scenes. The promised rivalry never materializes, leaving readers with an underdeveloped romance and lacking emotional depth.

The book does have some bright spots. Some of the familial relationships, particularly between Coal and his brother Kris, are well-drawn. There are moments of genuine humor, and the representation of queer characters in a holiday setting is refreshing. Afterall, that is what drew me to this book in the first place.

However, these positive elements can't overcome the fundamental pacing, plot structure, and character development issues. The third-act conflict feels contrived, and the resolution could have been more complex. The book's attempt to tackle serious themes about tradition, family expectations, and the meaning of holidays never quite lands, instead feeling superficial and disconnected from the story's romantic core.

While "The Nightmare Before Kissmas" might appeal to readers seeking holiday-themed LGBTQ+ representation and those who enjoy elaborate fantasy world-building, it ultimately fails to deliver a compelling romance or a satisfying fantasy narrative. The book would have benefited from tighter editing, more focused storytelling, and a clearer sense of its identity - whether as a light romantic comedy or a more serious exploration of holiday politics and family dynamics.

A powerful and thought-provoking young adult novel that delves into the complex and often challenging world of teenage experiences. Written in verse, the book's unique prose style adds an engrossing and clever dimension to the narrative, making it a captivating read.

Hopkins tackles heavy themes, demonstrating that adolescence is far from carefree. The book explores difficult decisions and mature issues that many teens face, from unexpected pregnancy to sexual identity and suicide. While at times the approach feels heavy-handed, it serves as both a cautionary tale and a potential wake-up call for young readers.

The pacing of the book is generally well-executed, though the resolution feels somewhat rushed. After 500 pages of intense character development, the final 100 pages attempt to wrap up multiple complex storylines, which can feel a bit abrupt.

It's worth noting that "Tilt" has been the subject of book bans, but such censorship seems misguided. While the mature content warrants parental involvement and open discussions, these are precisely the issues that many teens need to confront and understand. The book offers valuable insights and prompts important conversations about the complexities of growing up in today's world. I mean, kids don't stay kids forever - they got to approach these issues sooner or later.

Overall, "Tilt" is a compelling read that, despite its flaws, provides a raw and honest look at teenage life, making it an important addition to young adult literature.

I'm late to the game reading Margaret Atwood's "Oryx and Crake." It caught my attention when it was banned here in Utah under HB29 for containing "sensitive materials." I guess that's one outcome of a book ban—it draws more attention to the book.

I started a Book Club here in Salt Lake City at one of Utah's most unique and inviting bookstores, The King's English Bookshop. This book was our first selection.

Being part of this book club was a genuinely inspiring experience. It provided a wonderful place to connect with fellow book lovers and engage in stimulating discussion. The diverse interpretations and perspectives shared during our meeting shed new light on the book and challenged my understanding of the novel.

"Oryx and Crake" is set in a post-apocalyptic landscape. The story follows Snowman, possibly the last human survivor, navigating a world populated by genetically engineered beings.

This was my first Atwood novel, but I know her reputation. Her strength lies in weaving complex themes into a compelling narrative. The book explores genetic engineering, corporate power, environmental collapse, and the consequences of unchecked scientific advancement. Her world-building is intricate and believable, drawing fascinating and alarming parallels to our current society. This may be why it was banned: Too shocking, too close to home. (Although there are references to child pornography and quite a few sexual acts are referenced. I don’t believe this is for a young teenager; I do believe it is for a mature high school student. During our Book Club discussion, parents felt that they would have access to everything in this book if they had a smartphone. At least this book isn’t showing what it references, but it does help spark conversations that should be had between a responsible parent and their teenager).

I also appreciated her use of mixing present tense and flashbacks. This technique aids character development, builds suspense and intrigue, and provides context for present events. You're constantly learning new things about Snowman, Crake, and Oryx and their intertwined pasts that explain their present lives.

Where it fell short for me was Crake's lack of likability. He felt Elon Musk-like to me—but with this written 20+ years ago, Atwood certainly had a sense of things to come. Also, it felt like the pace of the world that was built didn’t match the pace of the book. I wanted it to move along quickly.

Many people felt unsatisfied with the ending's ambiguity. It was the best way to end the novel. Not only does it keep the door open for sequels, but it also left me pondering what might have been versus what was.

As we see headlines of more intense natural disasters, inventors pushing the limits of what's possible, and genetic engineering of food, this book—as "old" as it might be—is prescient and timely. It should be included in great dystopian fiction alongside works like "1984" and "Brave New World." Perhaps it shouldn't be banned because it raises the questions future generations should be considering so they can create a future they want to live in.

"Intermezzo" explores grief, family dynamics, and the complexities of human relationships. While it showcases Rooney's signature style of prose and observed characters, the novel falls short of the high bar set by her previous works.

The story revolves around brothers Peter and Ivan after their father's death. Rooney's strength lies in her ability to dissect the minutiae, which shines through in the brothers' strained relationship. The alternating perspectives between Peter and Ivan provide an exciting contrast, offering insights into their distinct personalities and coping mechanisms.

I found the writing to have some sharp moments that remind me why she's become a literary sensation. Her depiction of Dublin is a vivid and fitting backdrop to the characters' emotional journeys. However, "Intermezzo" lacks narrative drive. The plot meanders, and while this approach might be intentional, mirroring the disjointed nature of grief, it left me feeling disconnected from the characters' experiences.

Where the story truly resonated with me was the portrayal of the brothers' relationship. As someone with a complex sibling relationship, I was deeply connected to the tension between Peter and Ivan. The way Rooney captures the undercurrent of unresolved issues and the potential for explosive confrontations felt achingly familiar. When the brothers finally clash, it's with a raw intensity that mirrors the big fights I've experienced with my siblings (I have a scar to prove it). These moments are when the novel feels most alive and emotionally authentic.

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Jami Attenberg's "A Reason to See You Again" resonated deeply. If you’ve grappled with family dynamics, loss, and the enduring quest for maternal love, this book will speak to you. This poignant, multi-generational saga of the Cohen (ahem, ahem) family is a masterclass in storytelling, weaving together themes of grief, ambition, and unbreakable family bonds with heart-wrenching honesty.

At the novel's core is the portrayal of Frieda, an overbearing Jewish mother whose grief transforms her into a shadow of her former self. Attenberg's depiction of Frieda's descent into a boozy existence in Miami is raw and painfully authentic. With unflinching clarity, how a mother's inability to nurture in the wake of loss can ripple through generations, leaving her children forever chasing the specter of maternal love they never fully experienced.

The novel brilliantly explores how this void shapes the lives of sisters Shelly and Nancy. Their divergent paths—Shelly's immersion in the tech world and Nancy's early marriage—are beautifully rendered. Attenberg's insight into how we try to "repair and make up for the mother we wanted and never had" struck a nerve and stuck with me after the last page.

Critics of the book highlight its episodic nature and how she quickly glosses over major moments. These criticisms, for me, were its strengths. I loved how she left so much open to interpretation, how I could plug in my own grief, my own reflections, to understand what happened in what was unwritten. I didn’t need Attenberg to show me the depths of the internal struggles; I’ve been there; I can fill in the blanks.

This is not just a must-read; it's a must-feel. And reading it during the High Holy Days was just way too fitting. I will recommend this book to anyone who will listen.

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"Fall for Him" is a fast-paced, sweet gay romance that is a light, entertaining read. As my bookseller aptly described it, it's "popcorn for the brain" - a quick, enjoyable distraction that doesn't require much mental effort.

While not typically my preferred genre, I appreciated the change of pace. The story revolves around Derek and Dylan, whose banter, though saccharine at times, provides a consistent thread of lighthearted humor throughout the narrative. (And there is sex... a lot of it. Which was refreshing as so many similar books shy away from going deep into the bedroom, pun intended.)

However, the novel leans heavily on familiar tropes: the big, supportive family on one side contrasted with a dysfunctional family on the other. These elements felt somewhat predictable and reminiscent of other works in the genre, particularly KT Hoffman's "The Prospects" - a book I found more engaging.

The romance between the main characters is sweet and develops at a brisk pace, which suits the book's overall tone. However, the relationship might feel a bit superficial for readers accustomed to more complex narratives or character development.

In conclusion, while "Fall for Him" didn't quite win me over, it successfully delivered on its promise of being a light, romantic read. It's perfect for those moments when you're in the mood for something uncomplicated and cheerful, even if it doesn't leave a lasting impression.

I realize I'm in the minority here. I wanted to like it—I paid full price for it and went to the author's event, so the anticipation and excitement to read it were there. However, "Bury Your Gays" was a disappointing and frustrating read that failed to deliver on multiple levels. As a gay reader, I felt obligated to pick it up, but that same identity made the experience insufferable.

The plot takes bewildering left turns, introducing elements like robots, AI, and a secret studio, creating figments of imagination that seem entirely out of place. Including people made of robots further adds to the confusion, leaving the reader wondering, "What on earth is happening?" While I'm open to suspending disbelief, the world-building here is inadequate to support these fantastical elements. Also, the prose was unremarkable.

Perhaps most jarring is the outdated portrayal of coming-out stories. Set in a supposed future, the narrative feels stuck in 2002, rehashing themes that feel increasingly irrelevant in contemporary LGBTQ+ literature. This anachronistic approach undermines the futuristic setting and fails to resonate with this reader.

In conclusion, "Bury Your Gays" is a disjointed, confusing, and outdated attempt at LGBTQ+ fiction that misses the mark on multiple fronts. It's a reminder that even well-intentioned representation can fall flat when not executed thoughtfully.

As a newcomer to T. Kingfisher's work, "A Sorceress Comes to Call" was a delightful venture outside my usual reading comfort zone. This novel proved to be unexpectedly enjoyable and brisk, keeping me engaged from start to finish.

Kingfisher's storytelling shines through in this tale as she weaves a narrative that surprised me. The plot's unpredictable nature added an element of excitement, making it difficult to anticipate where the story would lead next. However, I found myself thoroughly satisfied with the direction it ultimately took. I'm not one for fantasy - as rules that break reality confound me - but I was able to suspend belief for this one.

At the heart of the story is a theme that resonates deeply: a child's struggle under the shadow of a narcissistic mother. This relatable dynamic drew me in, compelling me to root wholeheartedly for the young protagonist, Cordelia. Kingfisher's nuanced portrayal of this complex relationship adds depth to the narrative, making it more than a fantastical adventure.

This is a captivating journey through the life of an unexpected criminal mastermind. This book offers a refreshing and intriguing perspective on crime in the late 19th century, centered around a Jewish woman who defied societal norms and expectations.

The author skillfully weaves together historical facts and engaging storytelling, bringing to life the cunning and charisma of this remarkable figure. As a reader, I found myself simultaneously shocked and impressed by Mandelbaum's ability to build and expand her criminal empire in a male-dominated underworld.

What makes this book particularly enjoyable is the detailed exploration of Mandelbaum's methods. From her humble beginnings to becoming the head of a vast criminal network, every step of her journey is meticulously documented. The author's research shines through, providing insights into the socio-economic landscape of New York City during this era and how Mandelbaum exploited its vulnerabilities.

Perhaps most impressive is the account of how Mandelbaum managed to evade law enforcement for so long. Her clever tactics, extensive connections, and sheer audacity make for a thrilling read.

For anyone interested in true crime, Jewish history, or women who challenged societal norms, "The Talented Mrs. Mandelbaum" is a must-read.

"Son of Hamas" offers a rare and compelling insider's perspective on one of the most enduring conflicts in the Middle East. Mosab Hassan Yousef, the son of a founding member of Hamas, provides a unique narrative that bridges cultural, religious, and political divides. His journey from being deeply embedded in Hamas to becoming an informant for Israel's Shin Bet and ultimately converting to Christianity is both fascinating and thought-provoking.

Yousef's account is particularly valuable because it doesn't fit neatly into any preconceived narrative. While some might be tempted to view it as anti-Palestinian propaganda due to his collaboration with Israeli intelligence, the author's nuanced portrayal of both sides of the conflict resists such simplistic categorization. Instead, it offers a complex, human story that highlights the deep-seated issues perpetuating the cycle of violence.

The book's strength lies in its ability to humanize those involved in the conflict, showing how individuals on both sides are caught in a web of historical, cultural, and political forces. Yousef's personal transformation challenges readers to reconsider their own perspectives and biases.

However, the true value of "Son of Hamas" may lie not in its recounting of past events, but in its potential to inspire a path forward. By exposing the futility of the endless cycle of retaliation and the immense human cost of the conflict, Yousef's story underscores the urgent need for a peaceful resolution.

Ultimately, "Son of Hamas" serves as a powerful reminder that behind the headlines and political rhetoric are real people with real stories. It challenges us to look beyond simplistic narratives and consider how we might break the cycle of violence to create a future where such harrowing tales are no longer commonplace.

⭐⭐⭐½

Ah, the book that had everyone buzzing. Well, I finally caved to the peer pressure and dove in. Was it worth the hype? Not quite.

Let's start with the positives: I'm glad I read it. At least now I can join those heated book club discussions without feeling left out. Plus, it gave me something to read at the coffee shop and on a plane (where I wasn't the only person reading it).

Now, onto the not-so-great parts. The characters were about as flavorful as unseasoned tofu. I waited for them to develop some personality, but they remained bland.

As for the plot, let's say I could see the twists coming from a mile away. I couldn't tell if the 261 chapters were meant to be a challenge to want to blow through or because there wasn't much depth to explore, so each one was a staccato thought.

"All the Colors Are Dark" is like that trendy restaurant everyone raves about, but when you finally go, you realize it's just mediocre food with fancy plating. It's not terrible, but it does not deserve all the hype. At least now I can say I've read it.

Adam Rapp, renowned for his ability to craft complex, layered characters in plays like "The Sound Inside" and "Red Light Winter," brings his masterful storytelling to the novel form with "Wolf at the Table." As a fan of Rapp's theatrical works, I approached this book with high expectations, and I was not disappointed.

Rapp's signature style of exploring trauma and its long-lasting effects is fully displayed in this wondrous, yet vicious novel. What would typically require years to explain and show, Rapp accomplishes with sparse and discretionary language. He has an uncanny ability to describe past events and illustrate their profound impact on a character's future actions.

"Wolf at the Table" characters are as complex and tortured as in Rapp's plays. Each is meticulously layered, drawing the reader in and fostering a deep investment in their fates. Rapp's talent for creating multidimensional personalities shines through, making each character feel authentically human in their struggles and triumphs.

While experiencing Rapp's plays can feel like going through a washing machine and dryer cycle, reading this book allows you to engage with his intense narrative from the relative comfort of your home. However, it's worth noting that the world Rapp describes is far from comfortable - if your home feels cozy, count yourself lucky.

The novel's emotional core is captured here in this quote: "God might give you one good thing, but seems hellbent on blighting the rest of you." This sentiment perfectly captures the bittersweet nature of Rapp's storytelling, where life's harsh realities often overshadow moments of grace.

"Wolf at the Table" is a testament to Rapp's versatility as a writer. He translates his plays' raw, emotional power into prose without losing any of its impact. For fans of his theatrical works, this novel offers a new dimension to Rapp's exploration of the human psyche. For newcomers, it is a powerful introduction to his unflinching portrayal of life's complexities.

It's a book that will linger in your thoughts long after you've turned the final page, challenging you to confront the traumas and triumphs that shape us all.

Do you appreciate stories with a mixture of humor, introspection, and adventure?
Do you enjoy stories that involve travel and new experiences?
Have you ever tried to fo find clarity and perspective by stepping away from familiar surroundings?
Answered yes, read this book.

“I Make Envy of Your Disco” is a wonderful book filled with self-exploration and questions of identity. It captures the resolve, joy, and introspection we find when we travel to another city. Sometimes, in order to gain clarity and perspective on what is right in front of us, we need to step away from our familiar surroundings. This book beautifully illustrates that journey, showing how stepping away can lead to profound realizations and personal growth.

The protagonist's experiences are reminiscent of “Alice in Wonderland” adventures (these are, perhaps a bit more grown up...), where each encounter and challenge leads to deeper self-discovery. The narrative is filled with relatable moments that resonated deeply with me - each chapter made me reflect on my own life... sometimes I smiled, sometimes I teared up, nostalgia creeping up my throat. For instance, this line struck me on my time in NYC, when I'd yearn to get away: “I don't have time to think in New York. I don't have ten minutes that aren't interrupted by something. I can't even walk the dog without having 6 random interactions on the elevator.” In a big city, you thrive but you also crave peace and solitude.

The book also explores themes of aging and self-perception, “Every time I look in the mirror, I think I look older.” Not even my husband can convince me otherwise. These moments of introspection are what make the book so relatable and impactful. They invited me to ponder my own reflections on aging and how they perceive themselves over time. The protagonist's journey of self-exploration is not just about the external adventures but also about the internal battles and realizations that come with growing older.

Despite the protagonist's journey, the ending remains ambiguous, which, frankly, mirrors how life works. Not everything is tied up neatly, and this open-ended conclusion left me wondering what's to come of my journey? Life is continuous filled with uncertainties and that finding all the answers is not always possible - what's possible is going out searching from them; find comfort in the journey itself. Buy the ticket, get out there and explore, and bring this book along for the ride.

This book encapsulates the essence of masculinity in the modern world. The author's wit and humor had me laughing at times, while his ability to strike a chord with deeply reflective content made me pause and introspect to the point where I had to put down the book at times. As a gay man, reading Brodeur's exploration of masculinity resonated strongly with me. He brought up familiar thoughts and scenes about navigating a world that often criticizes you for not being ‘masculine enough', while also dealing with the expectations of the gay community to uphold the same standards. The book delves deep into what it means to be healthy, strong, and attractive but also questions how these qualities are measured. It was refreshing to see Brodeur challenge the images of hypermasculinity projected by figures, and it made me question how these images have influenced my perceptions of attractiveness and strength. “Swole” is a thoughtful, funny, and reflective piece of writing that I would highly recommend. It's left me eager to read anything else Brodeur has to write, and has me fantasizing about having brunch or a workout session with him!

Reading this book demands a struggle of conscience before opening its cover, given Highsmith's unsettling history of vehement antisemitism (it's public knowledge, this isn't an accusation. Google it). However, once past this hurdle, the book reveals itself as a work of austere yet profound observation. Highsmith's narration, though restricted, provides a deep dive into the taste and texture of life in Manhattan, a city beautifully captured in its many layers. She brings the city to life, from the thrill of discovering an overlooked Greek take-out restaurant to the feel of jogging through its empty, early-morning streets. It's a work that, despite the author's shortcomings, manages to encapsulate a place and a feeling with a rare intensity.

This novel dives into the complexities of the modern gay experience, the corrosive power of money, and the tumultuous socio-political landscape of 2016. The novel centers around three young men – Alistair, Mark, and Elijah – all grappling with their identities, ambitions, and evolving relationships against the backdrop of the Trump era.

The main character, Alistair, is a literature student turned business major caught in a relentless pursuit of wealth and power. His character poignantly represents the moral and psychological dilemmas posed by the allure of money. Mark and Elijah, a couple experiencing their own moral evolution, offer insights into the dynamics of love, relationships, and the struggle to find oneself.

Lefferts successfully uses the narrative to critique contemporary politics, business, and art, all while maintaining a focus on the exploration of gay love and sex. The narrative is explicit yet tastefully handled, with Lefferts exploring the politics of gay sex and the dynamics of willful submission.

Despite its heavy themes, the novel is infused with wit, compassion, and moments of comic relief. The characters are well-crafted, their journeys revealing the novel's underlying themes of spiritual awakening and the soul's measure.

I found this a thought-provoking novel that skillfully combined social commentary with a compelling exploration of love, power, and identity.

Julius Taranto's debut novel, “How I Won a Nobel Prize,” is a thought-provoking exploration of contemporary moral dilemmas. It is particularly focused on the complexities of cancel culture and the ethical quandaries surrounding scientific achievement.

At its core, the book raises significant questions that are highly relevant to our times: Can society forgive or forget an individual's transgressions if their work ultimately benefits mankind? How do we balance personal misconduct against contributions to human knowledge and progress?

Taranto skillfully weaves these pressing moral puzzles into the narrative, creating a story that challenges readers to confront their beliefs about redemption, accountability, and the sometimes murky ethics of scientific pursuits.

While the novel's premise is undoubtedly intriguing, and its themes are timely, the execution falls somewhat short of its potential. The pacing can be uneven at times, and some characters lack the depth needed to engage with the weighty topics at hand fully.

Despite these shortcomings, “How I Won a Nobel Prize” contributes to the ongoing dialogue about cancel culture and the intersection of personal ethics and professional achievements. It's a book that will likely spark interesting discussions among readers.


Rating: ⭐⭐⭐ (3/5 stars)

In truth, I approached “Paris: The Memoir” with a certain degree of skepticism and pessimism. I had preconceived notions about the life of a celebrity, and I was unsure of what to expect from such a memoir. However, as I delved into the pages, I found myself stunned by the raw vulnerability and truthfulness that emerged from the text. The author stripped away the layers of her public persona, revealing a deeply human and relatable side. Through her honest and often painful revelations, I found a level of understanding I hadn't expected. While I may not have ended the book with an overwhelming sense of affection for her, I gained a profound respect and understanding of her journey. “Paris: The Memoir” is a testament to the power of vulnerability and the importance of sharing our stories, no matter how different they may seem on the surface.

I'd go with 3.5 stars. It is the perfect sweet, quick beach read that will have you rooting for the main characters from start to finish. Set against a backdrop of sun, sand, and sea, this novel dives into the unending search for happiness, the courage it takes to leap into the unknown, and the deeply intricate relationships with your closest friends and what happens when time gets in the way.
Henry's writing shines as she weaves relatable themes throughout the narrative, making the reader reflect on their own friendships and life choices. The characters are wonderfully crafted, each with their own quirks and struggles, making it easy to cheer them on as they navigate their personal journeys.

Alice Winn's “In Memoriam” isn't your typical war novel. Yes, there's the muck and misery of war, but there is also a tender and aching love story. I loved meeting Ellwood and Gaunt; their bond forms within the strict confines of early 20th-century homophobia. Their fragile world is torn apart by the war and there is a contrast between the tenderness of their love and constant threat of death.

It is a story of love and resilience. It reminded me of the human cost of war (a lesson all too applicable today) and how even amongst devastation, love persists. Absolutely loved this one.

I will never understand how to give less than a complete stars - but this one gets 3.75. This is a well-executed speculative thriller. The book is set in Caesura, Texas, and the town itself is a social experiment where 48 convicted criminals live after having their memories of their crimes wiped out. The story is full of unexpected twists and turns, with a constant mystery surrounding the town and its inhabitants. The characters are morally gray yet relatable, each fighting for survival. While the pacing may not be as suspenseful as a typical thriller, the reveals, and multiple layers of conspiracy kept me engaged. Nothing is what it seems and I found myself grappling with rooting for morally corrupt people (they are, after all, criminals to begin with). This needs to be adapted to a mini-series, because as well as the characters are developed, it is confined to less than 400 pages and there is so much more that could have been covered.