Buffering
Ratings12
Average rating4
I first learned about Hannah Hart on her YouTube show, “My Drunk Kitchen,” and I introduced her videos to many of my friends and family. I was hooked by her creativity, funny cooking puns, and life morals after every episode. On film she is a positive force. I didn't know that from the comedy came a hard and trying life. She is an inspiring person with a story everyone needs to read.
Buffering: Unshared Tales of a Life Fully Loaded is a collection of journal entries, essays, and memories of Hart's life experiences which lead her to who she is today.
This book is incredibly moving. She talks about growing up with a mother who struggled with mental illness. She talks about her sisters and her slow understanding they weren't living like others. Her complicated relationship with her father and step-father. How that realization still affects them today. But she also still tries to help others by showing how she has overcome her battles with self-harm and stress. I felt a close connection to Hart's struggles with depression. And was making mental notes to try some of the exercises she uses to work through tough times.
It wasn't all doom and gloom. Hart did a great job of mixing the sad with the funny. It was nice to learn the beginnings of “My Drunk Kitchen,” the work that went into creating the business and the content she does today. Also, the meaningful friendships she has developed and the honesty of learning to embrace her sexuality, faith, and self worth.
She is an excellent writer. Her voice is strong and comes through as completely authentic through her writing. It reads as if Hart is sitting with you sharing her story. It takes a lot of courage to open up but by doing so she will help many others.
Thank you to Dey Street Books, HarperCollins, and Edelweiss for the ARC in exchange for this review which had no weight on the outcome of the rating.
Expected publishing date for Buffering: Unshared Tales of a Life Fully Loaded by Hannah Hart is October 18, 2016.
Listened to this via audiobook - definitely the way to go as Hannah narrates it herself (would be weird for a memoir to be read by anyone other than the subject). You can hear the emotion in her voice during the especially difficult memories and that adds to the reader experience.
As someone currently processing through their own trauma I appreciate Hannah used the Buffering analogy to explain her thoughts/feelings of her process of her past, present and future. At the same time she doesn't discount that experiencing trauma of that extent doesn't go away and how hard one has to work at accepting that.