Ratings27
Average rating3.4
i'm convinced this is non fiction and this literally happened to melissa broder cause she's just crazy like that
can't really pin-point why I'm in love with this book, it just resonated something within me
Melissa broder's writing is exquisite, one of my favorite author
Although the characterization and plot aren't particularly grandiose, the inclusion of magical realism in such a way was quite unique and cool. It was also weirdly hilarious, wholesome, and entertaining. I would give it 3.5 /3.75 stars out of 5.
An author escapes the ailments of family members and books herself into a motel close to the desert. On a hike she encounters a cactus. What follows is a hallucinogenic desert survival story infused by grief.
Broder's writing is very funny in a deadpan way, and her audiobook narrator voice fits that style perfectly too. So there's a lot to chuckle along with. And yet I wanted more plot outside the navel-gazing and the drugged fever dreams. Thankfully the meta of the protagonist also writing a novel about a women going to the desert - was kept light.
I changed my rating of this several times because I was very conflicted about how I felt about it. I eventually decided on 2.75 stars bc overall, it just left a bit of a bad taste in my mouth.
The writing was... good, but a lot of the “humour” just wasn't for me, I guess?
There was a point in the book that I did* like, where the character was like “people are always eating & drinking in books, but no one is ever peeing” to which I was like yeah true, you right you right lol 😂
But yeah, I found myself bored, confused and moderately grossed out [maybe it's just a me thing, but MC sexualizing -AKA fantasizing about in a sexual manner- both of the hotel desk attendants, as a married woman, was just very ick for me]
I found myself just wanting to reach the end of the book by the 75% point, but at the same time, I was too invested in her desert survival predicament to DNF it. I actually listened to the last hour and 30 mins of it on 1.75x speed, which was an experience 😅😭 (I typically don't listen to any audio books faster than 1.25x)
3
The beginning was so fun! And I love her writing style!
But halfway through it just got really repetitive and I began to lose interest