Before I Let Go

I am not a harsh rater...at least, I don't like to think of myself as so, because I can find good in most every book. And perhaps, here and there, there were snippets of good in this one. Yet, the entire story felt bland...re-used, like something I'd watched before as a teen and swooned over, only to later realize how flat the characters were, how predictable the plot was, and how boring the story was. Maybe it was the beautiful cover that drew me in, or the fact that there's queer rep, or because the book looks and sounds like so many others I'd enjoyed. Some reviews made me hesitant, but hey, I've loved books not many others have loved, and vice versa. And yet, sadly, I am with the masses on this one. It wasn't so terribly bad that I DNF it...but it was boring enough to leave a rather empty, stagnant taste in my mouth. And I am not sure which is worse.

The publisher provided me with the opportunity to read this in exchange for providing feedback. (via NetGalley)

This story fell kind of flat for me. Seemed like parts weren't explained well and overall, things were a little disjointed. It's not a reflection on the author's writing style (the writing itself was fine) - moreso with the story itself.

I actually requested a copy of this book on Netgalley and was never approved but the story was so intriguing to me that I actually decided I HAD to read it so I bought it. This is my first read by this author and I can tell you it will not be my last.. The story is about Corey and her best friend Kyra. Corey returns to her childhood town after hearing that her best friend committed suicide. Kyra has been battling mental illness for sometime and Corey promised to come back for her. Kyra has always been an outsider to the town of Lost until Corey leaves and then becomes the towns prophet through her paintings. Corey is confused by the way that everyone in the Alaskan town has changed there out look on there friend since when Corey lived in town Kyra and her mental illness were seen as an outcast and now the outcast has become Corey. I love how this story explores the bonds of friendship even in death and also the concept of how far a town will go to stay in one piece. Kyra and Corey's friendship was heartwarming and sad, and I enjoyed Corey's attempts to find out the truth about her friend. In the end, though, I still wasn't quite sure what happened. An interesting, unpredictable read. The only thing I suggest for anyone who plans on reading this book is remember that this is fiction and while the author takes some liberties on reality it is a great unpredictable read.

update was approved in April still a great read!